What would you give to your Martial Art
By Shihan Mike Armstrong
Have you ever thought about what you would sacrifice for your Martial
Art? We all gladly dedicate our time, money, and personal comfort. However,
what are you willing to sacrifice? This is a Question I had to answer
at the age of 22. I had been in the Martial Arts for 11 years and a
doctor told me that I would have to quit Karate or go BLIND. I did not
quit the Martial Arts!
I have had vision problems since birth. Like many people I had to wear
corrective lenses. Then when I was 16 I tore my retina due to a hit
on the head. After seeing several doctors I was told that I have a retinal
disease called non-diabetic retinopathy. This makes my retina more susceptible
to retinal detachments. No surgery was necessary at that time. The only
recommendation was to put an extra pillow under my head when I slept.
This scenario repeated itself three more times, until at 22 when I was
told that they could not save the vision in my right eye. The doctor
also informed me that I had to “quit doing all contact sports
including Martial Arts or you will go blind.”
Can you imagine being 22, a 2nd Dan, having Karate students and a very
active life style and having to quit? I tried, for three months I stopped
training and teaching. This put me into a bout of depression. I decided
that I could not live my life in a constant state of fear of what could
happen. So I started my classes back up and continued my studies. At
first I did not spar or take any falls, but with time I gradually incorporated
them back into my life. This may have led to my downfall.
I did not have any more vision problems until just before my 27th birthday.
I set up an appointment with my doctor because I was experiencing pain
in my right eye and light sensitivity in the left. His examination discovered
a retinal tear and a cataract on my good eye. Two days later I was rushed
into surgery. That surgery and two more after were unsuccessful. Approximately
three weeks after I turned 27 I was pronounced totally blind with no
hope of regaining my sight. Subsequently I have had to have both of
my eyes removed.
Blindness is the most difficult thing I have ever had to deal with.
I knew I did not want to wallow in self pity, so I immediately decided
to move on with my life. My family, Sensei, students, friends, and our
government were very supportive. I think this; my faith and the discipline
of the martial Arts were instrumental in making my transition relatively
smooth.
In many ways my abilities as a teacher and a practitioner of the martial
arts has improved dramatically. Since the loss of my sight I have more
time to spend teaching and training. Being a Sensei is my main form
of income. This helps drive me to be the best martial artist I can be.
To this end I have been cross training in multiple forms of martial
arts. Kyokushin is and always will be my main system; but, I have earned
a Black belt in Aiki Jujitsu and am pursuing the same in traditional
Samurai Sword and Shaolin Wu Shu.
It is hard to imagine how a blind man can teach Martial Arts; but,
I have adapted and do a pretty good job of it. In fact, there have been
several instances where visitors have observed an entire class without
realizing that I am blind. When I teach I use spatial awareness in conjunction
with the sound that students make to lock in on them. The two things
I have to pay close attention to is articulation when verbalizing techniques
and solid representation when demonstrating. I also take full advantage
of my Sensei or students sight to help me correct mistakes I may miss.
My students are progressing quite well and seem very happy with their
training.
I haven’t found any magical way or force to feel punches or kicks
before they hit me; However, I have found that Kyokushin and Aiki Jujitsu
are the ideal systems for the blind. Kyokushin is perfect because of
the conditioning and the aggressive nature of our fighting. Aiki Jujitsu
is also excellent because of its hands on approach to self-defense.
There is no way to tell if the Martial Arts were the cause of my blindness,
but I know my life would be so much less enjoyable with out it. I met
my wife through my school and most of my best friends are Martial Artists.
My life is good and only getting better. I used to wish that I could
spend all of my time training in Martial Arts And playing Drums. Well,
now I can. We must be careful of what we wish for. HA, HA
Shihan Mike Armstrong